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| Saturday, January 28th, 2006 | | 1:42 pm |
I am......
Thundercats! You scored 60 Aggression and 45 Silliness! |
| You're Thundercats!! Okay, Thundercats were great, but they were a little silly. I mean, c'mon. Admit it. Thunder...THUNDER...THUNDERCATS! Hehe...okay, so, you don't take yourself too seriously, you're a little pushy, but people just love you. I bet you watched this show. Admit it. You loved it. |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 71% on Aggression |
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You scored higher than 20% on Silliness |
| | | Friday, October 14th, 2005 | | 10:37 am |
Xmas list
Here is my Xmas list, to make it easier for B to shop for me... and no, I don't want any Beth and bodywork stuff... plz. Resident Evil 4 on PS2 Soul Calibur III on PS2 Star Wars Battlefront II on PS2 Dynasty Warriors 5 Xtreme Legends on PS2 Age of Empires III on PC This is for B only... because I tend to buy games I really like when it comes out sometimes... so only she'll know what not to buy me lol. And B, post your stuff too to make my life easier!!! | | Tuesday, October 11th, 2005 | | 10:22 am |
| | Sunday, September 25th, 2005 | | 6:29 pm |
hmmmm | Mister_X's LJ stalker is ladydrake! | | ladydrake is stalking you because you made a nasty comment on their LJ. They are also stalking the rest of your friends list! | | | Thursday, September 15th, 2005 | | 10:45 am |
stupid quiz
well, since B took it.... might as well. 1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? I don't look at myself in the mirror. 2. How much cash do you have on you? between 1 to 10 3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? go look them up in a dictionary.. don't ask me. 4. Favorite plant? anything that is green and won't bite me. 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? probably my mom... she calls me 11 times a day. 6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? I have no clue... as long as it rings, I don't care. 7. What shirt are you wearing? None... because B stole them all... damn you B. 8. Do you "label" yourself? Game geek...... 9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? it's called Eric's feet. 10. Bright or Dark Room? Bright at day time, dark at night. 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? she's got too much time to kill.... 12. Ever "spilled the beans"? nope, but I know someone who does that all the time..... /point at B 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? downloading FFVII AC movie. oh GOD!!!, it is sooooo damn good. 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? I have to agree with B, 1. you have no life to make this Quiz, 2. you have no life that all you do is checking your cell phone message and play around with it. 15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? nope, I go to the web I need and that is all. no time for pop ups. 16.What's a saying that you say a lot? shut up to B and my cat... I think... no clue, I don't talk much. 17. Who told you they loved you last? B 18. Last furry thing you touched? the annoying cat 19. How many hours a week do you work? 0 atm. 20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? Get a life.. and get a digital camera dude. 21. Favorite age you have been so far? my life sucks. 22. Your worst enemy? my life 23. What is your current desktop picture? 2 little cute bunnys in cups. 24. What was the last thing you said to someone? Go to sleep!!! 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to erase all of your regrets, what would you choose? regrets are there to make you improve your future so that you don't make the same mistakes. A person have no regret basically have no life. to never have any regret = don't have memory. Even if the memories are bad sometimes, but that is life, get over it and move on. so, of course 1 million bucks.... stupid question. | | Monday, February 2nd, 2004 | | 9:20 am |
Update on me.
Well, I am feeling better now, I was really sick last week. I missed Rob's birthday thing, and I missed my Jujitsu class. (Rob, we can do something this week!) Well, for people who knows me, missing a martial art class means I am really sick. This semester is pretty good so far. I have 2 of professor Huntington's classes. One of them, I have it with Nghi and Carolyn, hehe, nice to have class with someone I know ^^ . The Jujitsu demo is pretty good ^^, I heard we got some new students. I haven't meet them yet(cause I am sick ><) I look foward to meet them, hehe. The game I am playing now, FFXI. I cut down my play time a little now...(the prove is I am typing this LJ insted of playing) Well, the frist two week of school, not much homework, but now, as time goes on, I started to have more homework now, can't play as much. Well, not much to say, I got to go to class soonish. I guess I'll update my LJ more often. | | Monday, October 13th, 2003 | | 3:04 pm |
| | Friday, October 3rd, 2003 | | 6:15 am |
| | Friday, August 8th, 2003 | | 4:54 pm |
life sucks
Life sucks for me. I have to go back home to work for 2 weeks before school starts. I told my mom that the school starts the 27th, I need to get back the 26th. And guess what? She is comming back from Taiwan and going to get back here the 26th around 11:30 pm. If I am lucky, I should be able to leave Chicago around 1:30 am of the 27th and be back in Champaign-Urbana around 4:30 to 5 am. And then I have to go to class right after that. I know as a kid I am suppost to be filial to my parents. But I just hate that they never thought about me. My dad is like "Well, Eric, I need you to stay and help till your mom comes back, I can't do it alone." But every time when I go home to work, my dad will be like "Eric, you work, I'll be home stand by(sleeping) and call me if you need me." I just don't get how come he can't do it alone just for one day. I mean, if he really needs help, I would stay and help him without any problem. But all he is going to do is to tell me to work while he stays at home and sleeps. That pissed me off. And I am also pissed at my mom. I told her I have to come back the 26th, I told her I have to be at Champaign-Urbana at the 26th, but she didn't care. When she told me she is comming back at the 26th, 11:30pm. I ask her "Then how about dad? You know dad is not going to let me go until you come back?" And she told me"Just go talk to your dad and tell him that you have to go." That just hurts, knowing that your parents don't give a shit about you. They know that I have to drive three hours to get back to school from home, and they want me to work 12 hours that day, go to airport to pick up my mom, take her home and then wait till she finish unpacking(I might get some good stuff from Taiwan) and then tell me to drive back to school(since school starts at the 27th, and my first class is 9 am, I have to drive back that morning) If I am lucky, the airplane didn't delay she should be arriving at 11:30 pm on the 26th(August) and she should be out around 12:00 am on the 27th. We'll probably get home around 1 am by the time my mom is done unpacking, it should be 1:30 to 2 am, so I'll probably leave my house around 2 am, and be back to Champaign-Urbana around 5 am on the day school starts. my first class starts at 9 am, but I can't sleep after I got back because by that time, if I fall asleep, I know I am not going to wake up. The bad news is, that day, I have class till 5 pm. That is going to kill me. Lets see, I'll probably get up at 8:00 am on the 26th(When I usually get up for work) Start working at 10 am, get off work at 10:30 pm. Pick up mom, drive her home, drive back to school, and a whole day of school till 5. That would be 33 hours before I could get any sleep. It is not that how many hours of sleep matters, it is the fact that they don't even care bothers me. After Beth(my girlfirend) knows about that, she was pissed and bitching about my parents to me. I know she feels bad for me but at this point, I really don't need another person to tell me how much my parents sucks. | | Monday, July 14th, 2003 | | 6:23 pm |
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3rd test
there must be something about my sword skills, or magic swords............weird. | | 12:53 pm |
2nd test
Damn, two tests, and I ended up haveing the same class! at least I like the deadly part, hehehehe.......hahahaha | | 6:39 am |
| | Sunday, June 29th, 2003 | | 10:02 pm |
Thanks everyone!
Well, thanks everyone. I feel much better now. Thank Rob and Carolyn for willing to join me, as for Carolyn, I don't know if there are any other place then IMPE that we can work out. Thank Joanna for telling me about Tim, I still have no idea that how did he know me the first place, but it would be cool to meet him. And as for Chris, my answer is to do martial art. | | Wednesday, June 18th, 2003 | | 10:31 pm |
If there is God
Ok, I am really a freak. A martial art freak. Since I ordered the TaiChi sword, I've been thinking a lot about TaiChi lately. I even went to combat room to practice. I asked a lot of people that if they want to come with me, but no one shows interest. I don't blame them for not interested in martial arts, but I started to think that I am the one that doesn't fit in the group. I think about martial arts a lot of times, and I really enjoy practicing it. But there are lots of things I just can't do alone. I started to feel lonely and empty. I really wish I can find a partanter for martial arts. After I went to college, I forget I am a foreigner; but now, I got that feeling back, I don't quite belong here. People think I am a freak, or I am too violent. Loving martial arts does not equal violent! I don't know why this is bothering me, but it does. I don't even feel like watching TV, DVD, Movies or even playing games. It is just like.....I have all the things around me that I could do, but I don't want to do them. And for me, if I don't feel like playing games, that is pretty bad. The only friend that showed support is April so far, other then that.......nope, nobody. April is willing to learn and she's got the fighter's spirit, I really love that, but she is pretty busy, other then in Jujitsu class, we only practice on Saturdays. My old group of martial art friends kind of died out. Ken is gone, Maryah is gone Joanna and Mike are not here over the summer, Rob,Skip and Jim quit martial art. Maybe I need another group of martial art friends, but I am really anti-social, I don't think it will be easy for me to find one. What should I do? God, if you actually exist, I bag you for some friends, friends who are like me, who love martial arts and share common interests as I do. I don't care if it is a guy or a girl. I just don't want to be alone anymore. There are a lot of things I just can't do it alone, I can't throw myself, I can't joint lock me, I can't bear hug myself......... | | Sunday, June 15th, 2003 | | 12:06 pm |
Well, update on me.
Saturday(yesterday) was really fun. Beth bought milk, and she forget to check the date, the date says best sell by May 31, but she still buy it anyway. The only thing I don't get is, how come the store still sell it, it is June already. Well, anyway, buy the time I find that out, I have drink a cup of milk already, and I have to loose weight because of that. The best part is, Beth got mad at me after I told her that the milk is not fresh, and she should check the date next time. As usual, I still go to IMPE for Saturday Jujitsu, last two Saturdays, no one shows up, but this time, April shows up. I am so happy that I don't have to work out alone, it is Jujitsu we are talking about, I can't armbar my self or throw my self. She learnd very fast, I enjoy teaching and working out with her. After Jujitsu, we feel like eating Chinese food, so I called Vince and Rob. We met Rob's summer 2 roommate Ron(Rome, sorry, I don't know how to spell his name, my bad) Dinner was great, and then we went to Vince's place and watch sprit away. Great movie. We hang out at Vince for a while after the movie. I really enjoy it. I think we should do that more often. hmmm...........I don't think I have anything else to say right now, I guess I'll write more when I feel like it................ | | Tuesday, April 8th, 2003 | | 6:31 pm |
| | Monday, March 31st, 2003 | | 6:18 pm |
Got Hist 282 midterm back today, got an B, I am pretty happy about it. The greader didn't take out any of the word I spell wrong(thank god, I love her). Special thank to Skip, with out him, I could get a B. Been playing Dynasty Warriors 4 a lot lately, the break is over now. I should only play it in the weekends, until I finish my paper for Hist 282 and EALC 311. Going to see the doctor on April 10th, hopefully I can go back to Jujitsu soon, I miss it a lot. That is it for now, better get back to work now. | | Monday, March 17th, 2003 | | 7:15 am |
there are two sides of the story.
Story 1: Her side of story "It all looks fuzzy... I can't believe he did this to me. I got up so early and spent the morning with my antiques subject...that was great. Eric left and never called to see if I got back home. Not once. I am exhausted. My eyes won't focus anymore, and it seems like I'm writing this on two screens. I have to get up at 7:00 tomorrow morning to go to an auctiona and Eric invited everybody over to the apartment. I love having them, I really do. I don't get to see Mike and Rob and Jim and Joanna as much as I would like. But I can't concentrate on their words anymore. I hear one in three and have to struggle to put them together like beads on a string. I didn't have time to clean. I didn't have time to tell him I had to get up early. I didn't have any time to spend with him today because he never called. I can't believe he did this. I can't see anymore. " And now, finally my side of the stroy Story 2: Beth told me she'll be out for her story until about around 4pm, I ask her to call me at Rob's when she come back and she said ok. I went to EOH with Rob and Jim, we had fun there. We came back from EOH about 2:30 pm I think. She called Rob's around 1 pm because she came back early. But she didn't left a single message on the answering mechine. I left a note to her on our message bord that says "Going to EOH with Rob." But she didn't see it. I thought she is still out with her subject, so I didn't bother to call her because I thought she'll call when she is back. She called again around 6pm. I was making fried rice at Rob's. She got mad at me for not calling her, I told her that she is suppose to call and I went to EOH with Rob. She shout at me for not calling her, and I told her she is suppose to call me and I went to EOH with Rob and Jim. She said "You are not even an engineer, why did you go to EOH for?" I really feel unfair about this. First, she told me that she is comming back around 4 and I ask her to call when she is back, she agrees. But it is not my falt that I didn't know that she is back, she didn't read the message bord, and she didn't bother to leave a message on the answering mechine. Second, I didn't call. Big deal, why can't she call again? she have time to call all her friend(s) to bitch about me but doesn't bother to call back again later? Third, I love to spend time with her, but why cann't I spend time with me friends? I know we are both busy during the week, but we live together, we see each other everyday. Forth, she said she have to get up early next morning. But she doesn't feel like it, so she cancel it anyway. Fifth, fine, blame everything on me, it is all my falt. It is my falt that you forget to bring your textbook to class, it is my falt that you lost my stuff, it is my falt that I spend time with my friends and wash clothes on Saturday, it is my falt that I am not a engineer and still go to EOH. Everything is my falt. Sixth, I thought she's depressed, so I ask my firends(also her friends) to come over and play some game, watch movie with her. She seems fine. But I can't believe she actually went to her room and type those stuff. That hurt my feeling. | | Sunday, March 2nd, 2003 | | 10:59 pm |
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Well, another update. I am: confused I love: kung fu, games, friends I hate: bad people I fear: my girlfriend I hope: my dream come true(hehe, I am not telling) I see: the worest side of human nature I crave: the past I regret: beening born I cry: only when I am alone I care: about my family, and my friends I always: wait too long for things I wanted to do I believe: one day, my dream will come true I feel: lonely I listen: to people, but who'll listen to me I hide: My past to people I don't know well I drive: everywhere but couldn't find a place that I can call home I sing: when I am sad I dance: me? no way, I can't even play DDR I write: in a language nobody around me can read I play: Too many videogames I miss: my life in the other side of the world I search: for my true self I learn: the dark side of human nature from my past I know: I can still push my self much harder I say: what is in my mind, which people don't like I dream: about the impossible I wonder: how can I go before I die I want: to go back in time to change my mistakes I have: everything I want, but still not happy I give: Not enough to some, too much to others I fell: many times, but I always got up I fight: for what is not right I need: the power to go on |
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